June 20th

Its been a long time since ive had time to post.. or maybe i should just say since i had the urge/want/or excitment to blog.  Noone i know still checks in to read about it, and noone seems to care anymore. I decided i would today because if anything it makes me happy, even if noone reads it. Alot has happened, its funny how so much change can happen in what seems like such little time. First I want to shoutout to my little brother who is now  not so little and is17 as of today!!! I love him so much he is such an amazing young man .. no matter how corny that sounds, he is hardworking, generous, and a really good friend to his friends, and an perfect brother, anyone would be proud to have him as a younger sibling. I wish him all the best birthday wishes and can not wait to celebrate with him later.i love you and your amazing:
                                         

In other news last week I was blessed with the opportunity to travel to Montreal, Quebec, Nova Scotia, Prince Edward Island, Bar Harbor, Maine. It was a beautiful experience, the scenary was stunning, and I am so blessed to have had so many opportunities to travel, I am every gracious to my parents and other family members that make this possible:) anyways i thought i would share some pictures from our trip:
Day 1:

when we first arrived in Canada!

a glimpse from our other stops:

that is alll for now :) more to come :)

june 5

(my own photo of myself)

hello june.. my birthday month:) i wish i could be so happy and excited as i should be but im still hurting. So yesterday my everygiving caring grandmother took me out for a tender day full of much needed tlc.(tender love & care) I love her, and she knows just when I need her the most, alittle pick me up. Anyways pedicures can make anyone forget their worries for a little while:) & she bought me a incredibly gorgeous dress & adorable backpack for our trip coming up! It could not be in better timing.. I think it will do some good for everything. As I was getting my my nails done one of the women said I reminded her of brooklyn decker in the picture with her blue dress.. It made my day.. i wish was half as beautiful as her!:

so now im totally celeb crushing on her & her fabstyle:

 Anyways other celebs i love : Kourtney Kardashian and she looks oh so DASHing & adorable in her outfits being preggo:):)

now for my own updates of photos since ive been slacking: many adventures and fun times that i didnt have time to document. so here we go:)(all of these below are my own photos thank you:)

a beautiful beach day with my daddy<3

simple morning roses my mama picked:)

new lauren conrad dress i adore

a glimpse of rain.. sometimes rain does the heart & soul some good.

my baby brother on his prom night<333

myself on my first day of work!!!<3

another day at work:)

me in my usual attire, boots, jeans/leggings & a tank:)

summer 2012<3

friends & fun:(about a month ago miss the friends&fun)

miss her muah :-*

the good ole days. miss it<3

anyways thats all i have to show for the past few weeks. it was fun i miss all of them and i miss a special person the most..

not that he reads these anymore but if he does:

"I cant make you love me the same even if i tried,
I cant make you kiss me even if i cried,
I cant make you hug me even if i pushed you aside,
I cant show you im happy because im hurting inside,
Of everything i did wrong i cant say i havent cried,
I love you with all my heart babe, & i have nothing more to hide"

(none of these photos are mine except for the ones i clearly stated thank you for readingxox)