june 5

(my own photo of myself)

hello june.. my birthday month:) i wish i could be so happy and excited as i should be but im still hurting. So yesterday my everygiving caring grandmother took me out for a tender day full of much needed tlc.(tender love & care) I love her, and she knows just when I need her the most, alittle pick me up. Anyways pedicures can make anyone forget their worries for a little while:) & she bought me a incredibly gorgeous dress & adorable backpack for our trip coming up! It could not be in better timing.. I think it will do some good for everything. As I was getting my my nails done one of the women said I reminded her of brooklyn decker in the picture with her blue dress.. It made my day.. i wish was half as beautiful as her!:

so now im totally celeb crushing on her & her fabstyle:

 Anyways other celebs i love : Kourtney Kardashian and she looks oh so DASHing & adorable in her outfits being preggo:):)

now for my own updates of photos since ive been slacking: many adventures and fun times that i didnt have time to document. so here we go:)(all of these below are my own photos thank you:)

a beautiful beach day with my daddy<3

simple morning roses my mama picked:)

new lauren conrad dress i adore

a glimpse of rain.. sometimes rain does the heart & soul some good.

my baby brother on his prom night<333

myself on my first day of work!!!<3

another day at work:)

me in my usual attire, boots, jeans/leggings & a tank:)

summer 2012<3

friends & fun:(about a month ago miss the friends&fun)

miss her muah :-*

the good ole days. miss it<3

anyways thats all i have to show for the past few weeks. it was fun i miss all of them and i miss a special person the most..

not that he reads these anymore but if he does:

"I cant make you love me the same even if i tried,
I cant make you kiss me even if i cried,
I cant make you hug me even if i pushed you aside,
I cant show you im happy because im hurting inside,
Of everything i did wrong i cant say i havent cried,
I love you with all my heart babe, & i have nothing more to hide"

(none of these photos are mine except for the ones i clearly stated thank you for readingxox)